Monday, September 04, 2006

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ok.. early morning.. mum came into my room and say..

"wake up, wake up.. go skool liao!" (nag-nag-nag)

replied "Tired lahs! let mi slp!"

she walk away.. into the room.. teacher call her.. wtf? call her for fck sake? msg mi tell mi wad iresponsible.. u noe 1 word from u can cause alot of problem? u noe wad is the problem now? can u tink b4 u do anything? after the call my dad went into the room.. nag nag nag again.. wtf?.. he take my laptop.. say wan break it.. nag nag nag.. i tired he still there kpkb.. say off com at 11.. ridiculous.. only 1 day.. make a big fuss.. u noe 1 word from u can cause alot of ting to happen.. in my hse.. is different from u.. pls la.. if next time u wan do anything tink can? not everyone is lyk u so smart.. yaya.. i don noe wad is responsibilty.. anyone teach mi tat b4? do u noe wad is tired? ytd went to marina come back late.. try to come back b4 12 already.. went to slp at 2.. was doing my stuff.. u tink i reali don wan to come skool huh? ok my fault lahs.. i nv go skool.. ok? so? must call them? let them nag at mi? don u tink abit too much? wad do u expect? nvm forget it.. wad eva i do is wrong lah.. whole world blame mi pls.. ok? ty everyone for the patience.. thx ALOT!

tell my mum i wan go out on thurs.. cox for some reason must go on tat day.. nv tell her the reason.. and she nag and nag.. is not lyk i don wan go.. its veri dreadful to go for tuition everytime u noe? yet i went.. without complaining to u.. can u b abit more considerate and not being selfish? and dad.. pls if u would b able to read tis.. but the probability of read tis is 0.01%.. wad eva the case is.. u always wanna win.. u wan make the shot.. wad eva u tink u do for mi seems to b correct for mi.. did u ask mi if i wan it anot? was taking my food den dad went to the kitchen and yell and yell at mi.. i pissed off and just walk away.. when he gone le den i go take food.. actually always eat in living room de.. today eat in the kitchen.. after tat stay in my room for the whole day.. dinner time.. went down.. tell mum wan go out den.. written on top.. why cant u all b understanding? why? u tell mi not to go for tuition already.. i said i wanna go.. u said no need.. why always i wanna do something.. u must scold mi until i got no mood to do anyting.. can u leave mi alone? if i die of boredom or hunger oso better.. even i don wan eat.. u oso force mi to eat.. something i reali wonder why am i in tis world for.. cant u just let mi b alone and let mi perish................. why........

one more ting to say.. im sry.. to u.. u noe who am i refering to..is not wad i wan.. ok.. u get it can le.. u just live ur life happily.. don need to b so vex of everything....

is ok.. say wad u all wan.. i giv up.. totally.. from today on.. u all wont see the original mi.. the wancong u all noe is dead.. i giv up.. im tired.. reali tired.. i hate my life.. i hate my family.. yes they giv mi everything i need.. laptop handphone money.. but wad i need most is love.. care.. concern.. u tink u gave it to mi b4? nvm.. i understand.. ty for the time..

thx to all my fren and bro and sis....