Saturday, May 27, 2006
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u bring mi up high just t0 push mi d0wn again.. why must u d0 tis.. hmm.. last post im gonna talk abt her le.. shouldnt brood over it anyway.. try to be happy.. hais~ i reali don noe wad to do.. found out she block mi.. ask her why.. she say scare i disturb her.. actually block den block la.. anyway ytd i already noe she already don care le.. den i oso lo.. tats why ytd i go enjoy myself for the nite.. i tried to get over it ytd.. i tink is useful ba.. thx to my bro.. i didnt tell him anything.. but its reali enjoyable.. anyway i find out she block mi cause i log in to my new email and saw her online when she appear offline in my old acc.. >.<.. she didnt noe the new acc is mi.. i asked her a few qn.. she answered something which isnt rite... den i told her who am i.. i called her.. ask everthing thru.. she said she love mi.. tats a lie.. i don nid lie.. i hate liar.. i don nid sympaty.. i nid no pity.. after a few time questioning her.. she admit tat she don noe whether she love mi anot. .den i asked her to confirm.. she say "No".. ok.. starting i felt ok.. after tat i tried to pretend to b ok.. but now.. i.. nvm.. i don noe wad.. hais~ after tat we talk on msn.. exchange very sarcastic remarks.. but i don mean it.. hais~ why must she b lyk tis.. i reali don noe wad to say bout her.. i reali don.. wad could i have done to make her to do tis to mi? am i irritating? mayb i m ba.. hais~ from today onwards.. i wont disturb u anymore le..
